Reality Bites!

To Grieve
So I found the rightful owner of the pomeranian on Tuesday. I miss him so much. I've cried myself to sleep since Leo (Jovi) has been gone. Sometimes I question if I did the right thing. It was her dog afterall, but he was in horrible condition for missing less than a day. If you really loved your dog would you let him suffer with hundreds of fleas on him? All stinky and skinny. It pains me bacause i know I would've treated him so much better. Needless to say her "reward" of $40 wasn't even enough to reimburse the over $60 worth of supplies we purchased for him. Carlos was sad too, but he obviously handled it much better. I hope Jovi runs away again. this time I won't return him. Carlos wants to adopt a little dog, but my roommate isn't the biggest dog lover. At least we know we are ready for the responsibility. But I miss "Leo". How could I find another dog that shows so much love and attentiveness as him? The way he would attempt to bury his feces in a copmpletely different direction. His jumping on the couch to get our attention. Sleeping with us on our bed and we would wake up he would be thrilled to see us. (Tear), I fuckin miss that dog, I just hope he is happy. The owner is some considerably overweight girl about my age so I doubt "Leo" gets the exersize he needs. Oh well, Hopefully I will move on. Birdie has really helped me through this. He has been extra sweet and caring. I'm sure he is relieved about "Leo's" departure after attempting to lick him several times.

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: IL Divo "No Se"

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